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sottovoce

I don't need any pathetic shit.

only me

i had always been all alone, with no one to accompany me.
i don't like big crowds.
Hi I'm Ben. bolditalicunderlined

no friends

Clarissa
Glenn
Gracia
Grace
Jian Wen
Justine Lua
Jeremy
Joanne
Nelson
Peter
Gupo / Ting
Vera
Yi Qi
Yun Jie

Class 2b'07
Class 3b'08 | 4b'09

Amelis Tan
Belinda Liaw
Don Neo
Edmund Ng
Farizuan
Khair
Jia Ling
Lynn Wee
Rebecca
Ru Jun
Zheng Yi


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Oct 15, 2009




"What A Catch, Donnie"

I've got troubled thoughts and the self esteem to match
What a catch, what a catch woah-oh
You'll never catch us so just let me be instead
I'll be fine 'til the hospital or american embassy
Miss Flack said I still want you back
Miss Flack said I still want you back

I've got troubled thoughts and the self esteem to match
What a catch, what a catch
And all I can think of is the way I'm the one who charmed
The one who gave up on you
Who gave up on you

They say the captian goes down with the ship
So when the world ends will God go down with it
Miss Flack said I still want you back
Miss Flack said I still want you back

I've got troubled thoughts and the self esteem to match
What a catch, what a catch
And all I can think of is the way I'm the one who charmed
The one who gave up on you
Who gave up on you

Na na nanana
Na na nanana
Na na nanana
Na na nanana

What a catch, what a catch
What a catch, what a catch

(Elvis Costello:)
I will never end up like him behind my back I already am, keep a calendar this way you will always know.

I've got troubled thoughts and the self esteem to match
What a catch, what a catch
And all I can think of is the way I'm the one who charmed
The one who gave up on you
Who gave up on you

(Gabe Saporta:)
(Where is your boy tonight
I hope he is a gentlemen
maybe he won't find out what I know
you were the last good thing about this part of town)

(Travis McCoy:)
(We're going down down in an earlier round
And sugar we're going down swinging
I'll be your number one with a bullet
A loaded gun complex cock it and pull it)

(Brendon Urie:)
(Dance, dance
We're falling apart to half time
Dance, dance
and these are the lives you'd love to lead)

(Doug Neuman:)
(This ain't a scene its a God damn arms race
This ain't a scene its a God damn arms race)

(Alex DeLeon:)
(One night and one more time
thanks for the memories
even if they weren't that great
he tastes like you only sweeter)

(William Beckett:)
(Growing up, growing up)

I've got troubled thoughts and the self esteem to match
What a catch, what a catch



Finally, after 4 years in my secondary education life, we've all reached the end hurdle of the race.
Facing graduation, I was happy for I didn't have to wake up anymore, but even so, every problem has its own 2 sides.

Everything I've gone through in secondary school will surely latch onto me for life, if not more.
All the fighting, all the laughing, all the shouting, all the playing, all the mugging, all the scribbling, all the Z's we caught.
It's all part of life, and a part of life it will always be.

There are times when you wished you weren't in school right now, but there are also times when you wished school would never end.

After all, many of your life-long friends are part of this period.
I've got to say, even though I deem myself anti-social, I still made a number of friends, a number of enemies, and a group of close friends(?). Even if I was always "emo", they'd still cheerfully chat around, spreading the spirit around, and eventually catching me.

Anyway, our class teacher made us write a list of things we'll miss when we leave Yuying, I thought it should be alright to share it.

After leaving, I will miss:
-All the teachers that ever taught me (Ms Jasmine Lee, Ms Kassandra, Ms Kok, Mr Chia, Mr Danny, Mr Lawrence, Mr Desmond Ong, Mdm Ida)
-All the friends I made, especially a few noteworthy ones. [Shanon, Shuo Feng, Leon, Morris], softballers for life man. [Lynn, Andy, JiaLing, Wen An, Yu Cheng, Ronal, Kee Loke, Ridwan, Khair, Choy Ting, Yuan Ting, Li Yin, Jasmine Neo/Lin/Koh, Don, Edmund, Top, Fariz, Rebecca]. And many others.
-The softball trainings we had, suffering after it, and playing until our legs cramped up and burns the next day.
-Sheepishly "pon-ning" art lessons in sec2 with a bunch.
-Looking at girls around the school for the fun of it.
-Buying milo in the morning, recess and after school [Good business for Auntie]
-Disturbing the teachers who are like friends to us.
-Creating trouble in class with everyone.
-Shouting out loud when it was so damn boring.
-Tou tou de use phone in class.
-Studying before a test.
-Copying homework.
-Singing songs to disturb teachers in class.
-Playing 'chap-teh' in sec2 period, we dominated the area! [SEC 2B!]
-Going to school early just to talk before FRC.
-Going back-gate to eat lunch with friends.
-Going to Heartland Mall to hang around.
-Carrying the gigantic bag.
-Sleeping in class.
-Punching Shuo Feng cause he's like my personal punching bag. [Sec2 streaming results]
-Lynn, cause she always says she's my best friend.
-Scaring people from corners.
-Not handing in homework.
-Disturbing classmates.
-Wearing the uniform, maybe. Hahaha.

And the list goes on you know.
Some special people to comment about.

-Shanon, 4 years make a huge difference, but showed being in different class creates no boundaries.
-Shuo Feng, even if he has a "gang", hahaha still an ass, and a good friend. Can spam SMS or prank call. Good listener sometimes.
-Leon, even though we only got together mid- sec2, we're still close enough as friends, even more. The one who screams like a girl, but man enough to us.
-Morris, never once in the same class, but since he lives quite near, dinner bud, hahaha, or lunch.
-Lynn, for always being crazy. Can't talk bad about her, or she'll go mad. So kind, hahaha.

Teachers, friends, classmates, events, everything is staying in our heart for life.
When we all get together again? Hopefully soon.

GOTTA LOVE SCHOOL

(Without the mugging)
In my own world,
9:48:00 PM