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Start of Dec, ending of 2009.
Soon another life will begin; O level results.

Ohh man it's so boring now.
Must go exercise to kill time.

"The Cheap Bouquet - Pierce The Veil"

Stay young and at the top of our lungs
Our hands are free
Our lives have just begun

It's getting dark, we should go back
But what's the use if what you love is what you have?
And I could die right now
For something beautiful to take me somewhere else

Oh, I try to calm down
As I drag myself along these severed hands
(Severed hands) Are doing the very best they can

I'm gonna buy a cheap bouquet
Before it dies on the display
(Gonna break down)
Break down the better side of me
(The better side of me)

Well I know, I know if I die young
Then we can wake up screaming in your bed
And our lungs are begging us to calm down

And I scare myself with all that talk of severing
Doing the best or so it seems
(You've been mistaken)
Your finger's on the scale
(Burn like you never have before
Stop, drop and roll don't work in hell)
So what if I forget regret?
So what if I...
So what if I forget regret?
So what if I...
So what if I...
So what if I...
So what if I...

I want you to know that I...
That I've wrote this line a thousand times
Yeah
Forget regret

This must be the way it ends

Calm down as I drag myself along
These severed hands are doing the very best they can
As I drive my car into the sea
(I taste you like a hammer through my teeth)
Will someone tell me what it means to be alive?
It feels just like the feeling when you die

Oh, all right, I'm dead and I don't care if it's cold outside anymore
So come on, let's have some fucking fun

In my own world,
9:57:00 PM

Ok.
I've decided.

No more.

I can try.

~

Sooo, holidays been boring so far.
Wake up, eat, play, sleep, eat, play, sleep.

Pretty much the same routine.
I feel like eating pepper lunch. O_o.

Cinematic Sunrise

"Crossing Our Fingers For The Summer"

Winter's come,
Now I'm cold,
Singing along to this courtesy call,
A reminder that the season is near.
The wait's now over.

As I follow the skyline,
A familiar melody takes my breath away,
In time, the lights and the street signs show me,
I know I'm where I belong.

I wake up to
A mental feeling that I once knew.
Winter's passing as I slumber,
Crossing our fingers for the summer.

And I know that each night must end,
But with our eyes, maybe we'll just pretend
This weather could last forever
No need for saying goodbye.

As I follow the skyline,
A familiar melody takes my breath away,
In time, the lights and the street signs show me,
I know I'm where I belong.

I wake up to
A mental feeling that I once knew.
Winter's passing as I slumber,
Crossing our fingers for the summer.

We spent our nights searching for this,
A star to turn into a wave,
And I,
I think that we can make it rain

I wake up to
A mental feeling that I once knew.
Winter's passing as I slumber,
Crossing our fingers for the summer.
I wake up to
A mental feeling that I once knew.
Winter's passing as I slumber,
Crossing our fingers for the summer.

In my own world,
11:10:00 AM

And yet, to say the truth, reason and love keep little company nowadays - Shakespeare

Oh well.
I should give up on all these thoughts.
Why not.



Say hi. Once.
In my own world,
11:33:00 PM

And I will see you someday again in the clouds.

Odd job is killing me.





And why is this always happening?
Fuck.

Ahaha, I keep trying, I keep failing.
Then I try again, and I fail some more.
With hesitations, I still fail.

I don't know why, but each time it doesn't happens, I feel so sad.
I should stop now.

"Empty With You"

I haven't lost anything except my mind
Expect a thousand confessions that you will not find
I try to take off my head sometimes,
because I can't escape the memories
I haven't lost anything except my mind (except my mind)

You could be empty
and I can be right here empty with you
or you could be hollow
and I can be right here hollow with you
If you want to say goodbye to everything,
I could say goodbye too
I can be right here empty with you.

I haven't wasted anything except my time (except my time)
Forget the treasures we burned because we'll be just fine
I try to take off my head sometimes
because I can't escape for the life of me,
I haven't lost anything except my mind (my mind)

You could be empty
and I can be right here empty with you
or you could be hollow,
and I can be right here hollow with you
If you want to say goodbye to everything
I could say goodbye too
I can be right here empty with you

Instead of going underground
Instead of calling them up
Instead of running 'cause your still breathing
Instead of swallowing lies
Instead of buried alive
Let's twist the knife 'til they can't stop bleeding
If you need a confession, I'm guilty
Let's twist the knife 'til they can't stop bleeding
Do you think I feel sorry? Forgive me.
Let's twist the knife 'til they can't stop bleeding
Instead of going underground
Instead of calling them out
Let's twist the knife 'til they can't stop bleeding

You could be empty
and I can be right here empty with you
or you could be hollow
and I can be right here hollow with you
If you want to say goodbye to everything
I could say goodbye too
I can be right here empty with you

In my own world,
8:02:00 AM

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

I think I need to go somewhere where I can shout as loud as I can.
Too much.


Too much.
In my own world,
2:27:00 PM

End of chalet.
No more anything. Rejoice? Hm yea.


I don't really feel good.
You make me feel addicted to you.
But your words have no meaning.

What is this they call love?
Is it when you think about her all the time?
Is it when you want her to be beside you forever?
I don't know. Help me.

Fuck.
In my own world,
11:13:00 AM

End of story, no more shit, no more.

I finally don't have to face anything other than the walls in my house.
But it feels all so weird, yea.





Fuck.

"The Undertaker's Thirst For Revenge Is Unquenchable (The Final Battle)"

My eyes are glistening with the ghosts of my past
The memories that we once had

Now that you've turned the world against me
I'm only trying to win them back

With my eyes sewn shut
To shut down and bathe in these words about me
And now you're standing alone with your eyes to the sun
Standing alone with your eyes to the sun

That heaven and earth may strike their sounds together
Worlds are ruined this way,
And we've all been there time and time again

Before the battle always seem so still
And I will see you someday again in the clouds
And I will see you someday again in the clouds

All the world's a stage!
And all the world's a stage!

With my eyes sewn shut
To shut down and bathe in these words about me
And now you're standing alone with your eyes to the sun
Standing alone with your eyes to the sun

That heaven and earth may strike their sounds together
Worlds are ruined this way,
And we've all been there time and time again

Time

My eyes are glistening with the ghosts of my past
And what we once had

And all the world's a stage
I existed because I dreamed
And well, I dream no more
I've given up on the entire human race

[Spoken:]
Empty... is the sky before the sun wakes up
Empty... is the eyes of animals in cages
Empty... the faces of women in mourning
When everything has been taken from them
Me? Don't ask me about empty

In my own world,
10:41:00 PM