Yea I don't really care anymore. So what if we're a team, so what if we're role models.
Well I'm sorry I'm not just cut out to be part of you all, I'm sorry I'm not you. Don't just label me as part of your gang.
K, bye.
In my own world, 10:37:00 PM
Mar 7, 2010
In my own world, 2:06:00 PM
Feb 22, 2010
"Hymn For The Shameless"
Saw your eyes today in a memory painted in the sky. You smiled and said to me, "a love like this can never truly die."
So now the show's over and I've got to disguise the thing I've become. I only wish I could stop laughing! I grin because the joke is on them this time! They don't have a clue.
Calm consumes me.
(I immerse myself in sick reflection...) I shut my eyes and once again the pleasure strangles me. I taste the tears of sweet indulgence, pain and fantasy. Oh, the visions inside my head... The emptiness will haunt you...
(I immerse myself in sick reflection...) Sanity is slowly slipping from my hands now. I'm standing closer to the edge than I should be allowed. Oh, what little regret I have... Does that make me a killer?
I am the face of death standing right behind you. Yet you're oblivious to my cold breath on your neck. Is it just too easy? Am I just too good at this? I am the chosen one. I am the end of all and now you are mine!
Calm consumes me.
(I immerse myself in sick reflection...) I shut my eyes and once again the pleasure strangles me. I taste the tears of sweet indulgence, pain and fantasy. Oh, the visions inside my head... The emptiness will haunt you...
(I immerse myself in sick reflection...) Sanity is slowly slipping from my hands now. I'm standing closer to the edge than I should be allowed. Oh, what little regret I have... Does that make me a killer?
Saw your eyes today in a memory painted in the sky. You smiled and said to me, "a love like this can never truly die."
Let's just say you're right and the nightmare ends, we wake up side by side. What makes you think that I would let you live? I've really lost my mind...
Behold, for I am the will of the reaper! Beg for the mercy of your worthless angels!
As relief washes over me, calm consumes me.
(I immerse myself in sick reflection...) I shut my eyes and once again the pleasure strangles me. I taste the tears of sweet indulgence, pain and fantasy. Oh, the visions inside my head... The emptiness will haunt you...
(I immerse myself in sick reflection...) Sanity is slowly slipping from my hands now. I'm standing closer to the edge than I should be allowed. Oh, what little regret I have... Does that make me a killer? [x3]
Soooo, CA should be coming up soon. I'm feeling bored everyday. Andd maths kills me everyday in tutorials.
Raaawwwrrrrr
In my own world, 10:19:00 PM
Feb 11, 2010
So 1st week of the term is close to over, and to be honest, a bit of regret arises. The topics are of so much difference in Secondary school. Andd I have to wake up so early. Shiiitttt.
Oh well, this can't change the fact that at least it's better than staying at home all day.
Anyway, hello everybody ~ CNY around the corner ~ Andd uh, I think I'll go back YY for fun :3
In my own world, 8:10:00 PM
Jan 27, 2010
"Alesana - Curse Of The Virgin Canvas"
(I am here to tell you a story. A story that will torture your thoughts by day and poison your dreams by night. And though I will do my best, there are no words that can be written nor brush strokes laid on canvas that can describe the stark and utter horror of the night that Annabel died. The emptiness will haunt you.)
This is a nightmare, is my Annabel really gone? My eyes are stung by daylight, I find it hard to breathe. Her body teases me as the sun reveals the dawn. The smell of blood still crawls, I kiss you softly goodbye.
Baby, lay in my arms and cuddle me close. Soon this will be just an awful memory... Will I ever be able to sleep again?
My angel lie to me and tell me I'm dreaming. (please wake me up, please wake me). A girl like you will always be such a tragic part of me. (oh ecstasy you torture me).
I watch the blood drip from the corners of your mouth. Your icy flesh is lying, your pallid skin still glows. I'm starting to believe what my eyes are seeing now. You're still so beautiful and yet so morbidly still.
Baby, lay in my arms and cuddle me close. Soon this will be just an awful memory... Will I ever be able to sleep again?
My angel lie to me and tell me I'm dreaming. (please wake me up, please wake me). A girl like you will always be such a tragic part of me. (oh ecstasy you torture me).
Sweet revenge... He will pay, he will pay my dear. Empty eyes accuse a face so evil, I'm coming undone. The mirror says it all, a crimson story of innocence lost. Empty eyes accuse a face so evil, I'm coming undone. What have I done to her?
So terribly memory returns of her struggle, of her screams, of her. Lord forgive me! My stomach heaves as I see the blood that covers me. Blood that was once hers. I'm a monster!
... Such an awful memory... Will I ever be able to sleep again?
My angel lie to me and tell me I'm dreaming. (please wake me up, please wake me). A girl like you will always be such a tragic part of me. (oh ecstasy you torture me).
Sweet revenge... He will pay, he will pay my dear.
(A mirror never lies. They know. Everybody knows. Do you not see what they see? A mirror never lies. I see what they see. Everybody knows. Everybody knows.)
New year? I feel late. Okkkk so nothing much happened, now uh, appealing to TPJC.
Got into DET*Games Nanyang Poly, hahaha. Mao dun oh ~
In my own world, 11:58:00 PM
Dec 28, 2009
Soo, uh, it's gonna be January soon. I mean, I don't really mind the month.
It's just the results, ya? So afraid I'll like shit.
Always the unexpected.
Meh, whatever.
"The Thespian"
(Baby) why are you doing this to me (Sweetheart) Are those your eyes staring straight back at me (Angel) I see your smile everywhere (Darling, stop)
Night falls and I'm running in circles I'm being chased by my imagination
Tell me I'm forgiven say you'll always be mine Say that everything is over, tell me I'm fine No one deserves to live like this!
I touch your lips and stare in your eyes You smile and it makes me fly You are the reason my heart beats Tonight it's just you and me
Night as dark as my thoughts sets the scene for my return Lightning nips at my heels as I race home Wearily I stagger towards the song of her pale voice Demons jeer my attempt to be free
Tell me I'm forgiven say you'll always be mine Say that everything is over, tell me I'm fine No one deserves to live like this
I touch your lips and stare in your eyes You smile and it makes me fly You are the reason my heart beats Tonight its just you and me
Windows cast her gentle reflection Her somber silhouette dances for me Dear God, it's her
Look at you, you miserable fool Get off your knees, your prayers fall upon deaf ears Gods turned his back on you, heavens gates are shut And now you're knocking on the devils door
Ive been expecting you for some time, sir Allow me to introduce myself I'm the one who pulls on all the strings, son You're lucky I don't kill you where you stand
Tonight I raise my glass for I know its time to move on (this can't be real. there's nothing left) My patience will not last, tomorrow I will be gone (all hope has failed. Ive lost my soul)
In my own world, 1:40:00 AM
Dec 2, 2009
Start of Dec, ending of 2009. Soon another life will begin; O level results.
Ohh man it's so boring now. Must go exercise to kill time.
"The Cheap Bouquet - Pierce The Veil"
Stay young and at the top of our lungs Our hands are free Our lives have just begun
It's getting dark, we should go back But what's the use if what you love is what you have? And I could die right now For something beautiful to take me somewhere else
Oh, I try to calm down As I drag myself along these severed hands (Severed hands) Are doing the very best they can
I'm gonna buy a cheap bouquet Before it dies on the display (Gonna break down) Break down the better side of me (The better side of me)
Well I know, I know if I die young Then we can wake up screaming in your bed And our lungs are begging us to calm down
And I scare myself with all that talk of severing Doing the best or so it seems (You've been mistaken) Your finger's on the scale (Burn like you never have before Stop, drop and roll don't work in hell) So what if I forget regret? So what if I... So what if I forget regret? So what if I... So what if I... So what if I... So what if I...
I want you to know that I... That I've wrote this line a thousand times Yeah Forget regret
This must be the way it ends
Calm down as I drag myself along These severed hands are doing the very best they can As I drive my car into the sea (I taste you like a hammer through my teeth) Will someone tell me what it means to be alive? It feels just like the feeling when you die
Oh, all right, I'm dead and I don't care if it's cold outside anymore So come on, let's have some fucking fun
